Back in 2006, I was a young college student who was relatively fit for his age (I was very skinny but could handle my body weight well and play multiple sports). Then I started to experience a few episodes of what is called spontaneous pneumothorax, the spontaneous collapse of the lung. In a nutshell, what happens is that air leaks out of the lung into the chest cavity, and the resulting air pressure compresses the lung. Symptoms include chest pain, shortness of breath, and coughing. I went from being able to run five miles at Town Lake (now Lady Bird Lake) in Austin to not being able to walk to the bus stop. There is no known cause, but the condition is most prevalent in young, active, skinny, and tall young men. I was everything but tall. Fast forward a year later, one of the collapses was so severe that it turned into a tension pneumothorax, which is a medical emergency. I had to go to the hospital and get surgery. Because I did not have insurance, I was also saddled with thousands of dollars worth of medical bills, which I would struggle to pay off until… my next lung surgery when it all happened again five years later.
I learned pretty quickly how easily things like health and financial security can be taken from you, even if it is through no fault of your own. I spent several months initially being angry at God for allowing this to happen to one of his servants who didn’t do bad things to his health like smoke or get drunk (I admit I ate a lot of ice cream though, because ice cream is awesome). However, as I pondered over my faith throughout that time, I realized my first response was prideful and entitled, and I came to be thankful for this fact: “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever” (Hebrews 13:8). In an uncertain world, Jesus is the rock that stands the test of time.
Our generation has never seen anything quite like this coronavirus outbreak that has led governments around the world to suggest or enforce quarantine, social distancing, curfews, and a minimum number for gatherings. It’s like a movie come to life (particularly an eerily accurate one like Contagion). The virus has been known for several months, but strict measures in the West weren’t put into place until relatively recently. In quick succession, we saw leagues like the NBA and NHL suspend their season, the NCAA cancel all spring sports, companies tell their employees to work from home if possible, schools extending spring break and moving as much as they can online, and the closing down of restaurants, coffee shops, and other businesses. Life certainly changed pretty drastically over a short period of time; heck, just a couple of weeks ago, I finished an 8-week pre-marital program at a large church that had about 200 people a week meet in a large room, something that surely would have been cancelled now.
There is a lot of uncertainty, and uncertainty often leads to fear. Much of that fear is understandable because we’re dealing with something that we do not have experience with, and there are many people wondering when they can go back to work and make ends meet or if they’re going to be the next person infected and perhaps have serious symptoms. If anything, this has shown how powerless we often are; all the technology and government power in the world couldn’t stop this virus from spreading initially, and in all likelihood, it will never fully go away and we’ll have to adapt our lives to a new reality.
Sometimes it is when this illusion of control is pierced that we become more cognizant of our need for a power greater than us. We have no guarantees for even our best laid plans, so what is there to turn to? According to the gospel, we can turn to God’s promises through Jesus Christ. Salvation? Secured. Eternal life? Guaranteed. Contentment and internal peace if one walks with God? Promised. And God put his signature on those promises in the resurrection.
It is in times like this that I am thankful for that promise. Christians may be as uncertain and confused as anyone else when it comes to the specifics of events like this, but we do not share that uncertainty when it comes to God’s overall promises and plan. We know that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever. We know that Jesus will still be Lord, even when wild or even terrible things happen. And we know that he will come again someday.
This is the hope that we should share, a hope that is not contingent upon what new and crazy thing that is happening in the world. I don’t know how things will turn out and how things will look in a few months. I don’t know if I’ll get to watch the NBA Finals, if my wedding will have to be canceled, if I or a loved one will contract the virus, or if the world will return to a sense of normalcy anytime soon. I also do not know (nor really care at the moment) who will be elected president this fall. But I take joy and solace in the promises of God. All other ground is shifting sand.